why me..aiyo.......

so hated de lo.......y me again......when can stop suffer me.........aldi enough la...i cant pretend duno n just keep smilling......tell me what should i do.......why wan treat me like that,god also dun wan belong me........haiz...........

迷迷胡胡

不要让爱成为一种伤害，
如果你不爱一个人，请放手，
好让别人有机会爱她。
如果你爱得人放弃了你，
请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人，
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。
有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，
爱一个人 不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人 就一定要好好的去爱她。
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了，
女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了。
如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言，
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默，
如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开。
如果分离是苦，你要向谁似诉
好多事情都是后来才看清楚，
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，
然而我已经找不到来时的路。
有一种爱，明明是深爱，却说不出来，
有一种爱，明明想放弃，却无法放弃，
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躲不开，
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
决定放弃你的那一刻我哭了，
我的眼泪证明了我是真的爱你，
什么是勇气?是哭着要你爱我，
还是哭着让你离开。
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，
女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的似慕，
为什么我们总是不懂得的珍惜前人?

tired tired.......

so tired leh.....tired my mind ......tired everything la......final exam soon la.......scared scared leh.....nw less on9 la......study n study........haha........maybe crazy 1day........his birthday gone le......so waste din go.....aiyo.....stupid lecture gv wat test la.......make me cant join.......nvr mind next time ba.........i gv him a special secret leh........duno is true or nt lo....like that oso touch......bluf me lo.......haha...nvr mind nt important la...........haiz.....yo........y dis recently all people buzy ah......buzy wat ah actually.......i buzy exam.......then they leh...........haha........duno.......suan suan la.....buzy buzy ba........i can understand that........blek....so tired ah .........

i duno wat is going on

haiz......few day din come here drop my mood la........so fan la dis recently.......feel like dun wan boader anything leh......all thing like tired leh.why......my lazy problem come liao.......stick at my mind..my body...is that a good thing........haha.....duno la...........sumtime i feel i m so useless leh........do wat oso cant settle.......tell me wat can i do..............work hard at de end gt nothing.....haiz.........
dis few day.....i skip stick at de game...haha.........dun wan thing so much mah.........i jz dun wan online at msn........cause i feel that......i dun like feel u giving me by nw.......argh.......so regret about that........maybe dis call the most familiar stranger.......haha........i cant remember that.........my mind still keep telling me.......i duno wat way can we be more closer lo.........when i come close.i feel like u wan run away.........izzit that my feeling telling me that is true.......keke..maybe rite.........if u wan run far far away,plz dun see back......i dun wan force u.........haiz..dis few day make me recorgnize that.....ish.......reli dun hope so much.......each time when my phone ring....oso dissapointed at de end........haha.......nt u.........haiz suan le ba........dissapointed at de end..............huhu...................reli de.if u wan run......plz dun look at back jz look forward nt nid think me la..........

now oni knw i always live in lie.........

so stupid ba...how come i now oni knw that..argh..sincere to treat ppl....can become like that....so dissapointed n hurt.......haiz........i duno how to continue la....duno how to explain my mood nw.....

i gt nothing to say la.......

i aldi duno how to stop it la.........so fan la..............

i scared him la.....

haha..sorry...iziit me .u din dare to online............paiseh la.........is me make u like that........so sorry leh.....ok la...i dun wan knw de answer la.......haha........scared to knw that........cause.........i duno how to say that...........i wan find u but i scared...duno y......suan la..........i dun wan face that

i hate u....

y wan mucker me...did i do something bad on you....so angry argh........i cant forgive you....sorry.....not friend anymore.....we know long time ..that is de finally wat u did 4 me........sad nt that u mucker me........is sad about our friend relationship.........suan le ba.........i will pretend we duno each other.........maybe is good ba...i reli duno wat purposelly do that...maybe...u din like it me ur friend,nvr mind u can get it away...far far away on my sight.....tat i will knw that.....angry argh argh..................

tat correct...

wah...formelly he so humor de wor..y now oni knw ya...hehe...he ask me wat can happy....i tell him happy dis word in my mind was nt arround de......cause dis happy aldi lost way 1 year le....tat i remember last year i think happy than dis year de ba........all ppl around me aldi missing le...thing aldi change le......maybe....i feel that i dun hv a longer friend de...nt so many jz few.....
maybe tat is my fate ba...the oni constant is...c....aldi wan 1 year le.....we still keep contact..share happiness or even sad.......haha..nt fair la...always is me gt problem...nt u......i dun believe u dun hv unhappy de thing lo.......thank u,tat sad time is u advice me..n gv me a support.......maybe that is i dun even knw u ba.......haha...mv gv us to knw each other de.....but i duno who are u leh....u knw my thing........reli unfair leh.....watever la...tat nt important le......important is happy time.......keke..........

scared le......

Is it true I feel very at Impractical leh.....maybe few day we return originally..

sorry that..i so scared so i choose that way to run away.....