心酸

心痛的感觉原来是这样的。。心累了却是不能不想。。
我控制不了，控制不到那些不好的画面飘浮着。。
我讨厌这样的感觉。。为什么上天总是不公平的对待我。。
我真的受够了。。。原来爱情真的经不起考验的。。。
我讨厌你，我更加讨厌我自己。。。可是那又会怎样。。
我没办法改变事实只好接受这个事实。。。
其实我真的很怕很怕有一天你说的话都是真的，
虽然我不知道那是真的或是假的都好。。现在的自己已把它当真了。。
我不想继续。。我不想在坚持无为的答案。。。
看你们好到那里去。。。哈哈。。算了，已不管我事啦。
只是我真的受不了他的做法。。。
算算。。没有就没有啦。。。哈哈只是时间没到。。我会等我的王子出现。。
快，，对我公平一点可以吗。。。

haiz......hate hate hate

dis time i can accept jor...say seriously...i damn hate people..
ask them question dun even wan respon wan lo...spechless...haiz..
do u know..that feeling.....people waiting and waiting just for de respon..
wait le whole day....1signal oso elek..suan le..
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part 2
i rememeber last time i ask my friend...will u forgive who had hurt u seriously?
my friend say....NO NO NO...why? then she told me that..if he really love u..
he wont hurt u.....so she wont forgive...
and my answer....maybe yes maybe no...depend how he treat me lo....
cause i m scared....that is my answer...
watever it is....that is no important anymore la...
haha..i m waiting for other cake shop to open...
then dis time juz pretend..that all is my false....i let u go la..
actually my heart alot alot thing say with u last time...
why..always is me gonna do that...why nt u..that time...
u say u like me b4...would u work hard before..to let me know that...
no no no.....haiz.,..dun wan say that la ......someone d put a full stop there..

sorry..break promise jor..

sorry to crimson ...i break my promise le...i really really cant..done it
u told me that after 1 week..is okay d....but i really cant la...
he told me that..dis world not just only got him la..ask me to put down...
find another wan..zha dao.. i oso know that la...but i just cant put down now mah.
he told me that..find a new one u will forget old one..is it ah...
then i should try lo...but how i gonna find wor...that is a problem...
then why you dun believe love anymore ah? still wan teach me a lot of thing..
wei..when we wanna meet out o...be my friend..quite long time d leh...
still duno who are u...
you know that..yest..he told me that.he with my friend meet it la...
actually i know la..just duno when there gonna meet...
suan la..not my business oso....yi..dis time...i feel that...i m okay leh..
is it..that is de 1st step ah...haha..good...improvement jor crimson..
ya lor..why u keep told me..dun so easily trust people ah?
i keep dun understand leh..tell me leh wei.....i wan know la...
i m happy that...although i duno you...but...u always be my rubbish bin to throw..
thank you...i like you told me that ....accept d he dun wan you...watever can do...
just accept it lo......dun go be cheap girl like no people wan you like that...
you not no beauty...is ur..timing haven reach yet...if reach..then wanna fan who i gonna choose..
i know that is lie to me wan.....am i not ugly...lol...lie me la..but i like that..i got keep it ..
zha dao...i like that....okok..crimson ..i will try that....leave it myself....
but..dis week my mood...still feel sad leh..just because him dun even wan find me anymore..