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slowly de i aldi habit my life le........haha.......i nt expert anything le....dun nt expert anything maybe be more happy ba....rite?after de incident...make me see clear la.....something missing le..wont return back le i think.....is de time for me to face my own thing le......sad..happy..........keke...b4 de me.......i always depent someone de....nw i wan be strong le........nt more can depent le....dis recently...
i n my mystery...share so many unhappy de thing to my mystery...nw feel better la.........thank u for mystery.......he teach me so many human learning........haha...i feel that we are same area de...........we mind oso...."so grey"de.......but he more "grey "then me la...he tell me......that something will be de end la......cause i choose keep in my mind...cause i knw that i n his jz friend ..haha.........i jz wanna say...i nt so flower heart de.........i is a loyal de...i wont write tat"love word"to other de.........suan la.....nt important la..nt 1 will believe oso........haha...........i guess u such gt write to other leh.......if nt how de girl will write for u leh..........keke........i jz pretend duno oni la......y suddenly say that leh..haiz yo...........i jz nid a..........simple guy........simple friend.........keke..........31 dec.......i will make myself happy de........cause i knw tat u are buzy...............suan le suan le........

i duno wat is going on

duno y.me feel that something have change to my life..it is new year coming soon...haha...duno......after xrimas i have to prepare to skool la......b4 that i reli hope can early open skool de....haha......but nw maybe lazy gua...dun wan open skool 1st.....keke....after xrimas all be change la...y ar......we nt keep contact la.......sad......maybe he aldi gt admire la...4get me le.......haha......haiz..nw i oni knw...i reli surplus de.....he nt happy or face dao problem..he nvr share to me b4.....i dun nid be de 1st ppl u wan to tell ......i jz wan you....share to me oni mah.....like that oso cant....suan le ba.....dis problem i aldi put in my heart so long time le......suan le ba.....actually i aldi knw de answer la......or early knw that.....haha......

haiz

i think my miracle wont happen de la.... i dun wan think so much la.i dun wan wait le...wont happen to me de..........i gv up la......after writing dis feel wan cry le...duno hw to say my mood nw........merry xrimas to ur all.........hope my friend have a nice day 2morow.....haiyo.......me always de bad bad luck person........

wuwu...wu wu

y..i m change liao meh.......where i change wor..i still is me ar......haiz yo..dun say me like that mah...so sad de leh.......haha....watever wat i change.....i sure will remember u all de....ish......yeah....i save dao money la...so difficult de day..i can do it le.....haha.....so happy that.....hmm....but 2day top up la......he la..aiyo....dis few day din message him..reli feel that...so lonely leh......feel that nt more sunshine le...haha....where gt so serious wor......2day he early wish me leh...long time dun hv dis...warm le..haha....i like that time..can stop de time to me.......n sumore sleep de time......keke.....k la k la...is de time wake up la..lisun....wake up la......haha...gt 1 so funny de guy..reli so funny la..back we sit at there wait our family fetch us......haha..next time i gt ppl accompany me sit at there la...dis few day..he break time gt pass by leh...aiyo let him c dao where i work tim...aiyo....blek...blek.....i still waiting leh..my miracle leh...is it will happen...haiz..i think no la.......zzzzzz ba.....

haiz.....

dis recently...buzy finding work leh....make my mood so down down down but nt tat down jz like mood nt too good.....haha........god help me.......i jz need salary high than there oni....i aldi enough la...haha........jan coming soon la....i hope that..next year i reli can run from there la.....i wan a new environment for my work....n hope my skool de exam result such all be fine....haha....sumore such hope at skool i can make many many friend la....keke....n.........secret.........
dis recently de me.....like so unnormal hor....like i hiding 1 thing leh..i oso feel it......but nw i think ok la.......we relationship....nt so close jor....like that maybe is good thing gua...he ask me gv up....but nt so easy to gv up de leh...maybe gt special thing happen....oh......haha......i still gt 2 more week skool la...no nid live my bored holiday la....have to say bye to my bored day la....off day i oso stay at house......play eat then zzzz..........i muz at add oil......25 dec.......haiz...no comment can say la........

dangerous de evening..........

lucky lucky i m here........walao..reli scared dao...... heavy de rain.....accident happen la....2day on de way back..same as usual lo...take bas back...na na....near de police station incident happen lo...at de time..i at de bus leh...c true all de incident happen...kancil vs long bus.....de kancil..Originally car is straight, the cars hit the post to other directions Leh.....all inside de passenger of course scared la.l.equal me..haha.........tat time my mind think that wan sms to him de...ask those"who drive car de"becareful de......but finally i din do it la...cause..i think tat..maybe"those who drive"de...say me eventful leh...so dun wan la...haha...stop here la..lazy write leh..

de end.....

erm......nw i knw wat happen la....M wan gone le.......so suddenly leh...no wander dis recently din c m la....erm....i though m lc jor.......haha..paiseh......jz nw hear m sound.....so unormal....feel that m n my situation is same de......but m can choose a better road to go ..me leh...still at de same road...haiz....feel that i so lazy leh.......watever la...hope m happy in his new environment ba.........hope 2nite we have a good farewell ba........n hope m dun 4get me la...haha.........

those day...everybody oso change le...

i feel that..beside me de friend change alot le......y ar...i feel that.. i cannot follow ur all steps le.....maybe i din work le 2month ba.......sumtime i feel that..i is surplus de.....b4 when sleep i will always ask myself..izzit back there is correct......i reli duno ar......who can tell me...i reli nt happy ar.....but i so lazy to find another job leh...keke.....

erm.....y my close de friend nt contact me liao de....wat happen wor...so sad.......

i wan change my life........fate....

haha....but how to change my life ar......wat life i wan ar.......happy.....sad......or......no nid worry de life........haiz duno la.........dis year...refresh back i dun think that my life is happy la.........my wallet stole it le.......i oso duno.....my wallet gv ppl stole....tat day b4 it change my everything le.......my mind i oso.....next year i hope i have something special de........haiz..yo..yesterday my friend reli sob sob de.........he intro guy to me.......he scared i no ppl wan....... haha.......y we can so nonsense ar.......so happy have friend like u........we share eveything......yest u reli scared dao me leh......suddenly ask...i like u or nt.....but i knw that u are playing de......haha.....good idea next time.....i can do to my lover...keke...if that is nt my conclusion...i will nt so hurt la..........keke.........than i think i will gv up la......i dun wan force de happiness........i oso tamak de......i dun share with other de........blek...........




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y always is me.......

y is me..to maintence..i reli so tired la.....sometime i will think that y i wan maintence with u leh....stupid ba........dis few day make me think le so many.......actually at his heart reli abit important oso dun hv la..y still wan maintence.........maybe i think de is correct ba....haha......i m surplus de........i though that is special with other tim...actually is de same........i reli dun wan back my bad memory la........i dun wan la........all his say de......bluf ppl de................

dec coming le.......

haha......2day get dao new tat day 24...wan work wor......cant go where le......sad .......tat day i will be alone lo...........haiz.........sit at house sleep ba......no function tat day......all my friend got function go here n there....y me tat day gt work.........yam yam.....ish...but 25 n 26 i off leh.....cause i ...........
haiz.....reli wan alone meh........i wan go n celebrate even though go out eat something i oso happy de la........but no nid think 2 much la.........all ppl muz aldi gt function la........no nid ask i aldi know it la........