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i reli duno tat........reli feel wan collapse la.........who can help me that....u or she....is them.....u knw ar...wat i feeling nw......mid nitez sleep i will so scary that someone at my downstair fight...some voice that duno from which person......whenever i back from work..i so scared oni mine walk that road.......scared sumthing was happen in my own.....duno when.......maybe is dis sentosa case happen........i will think that each moment or even a second.....nw ropped,kill case many dao........i dun wan think like that oso cant.......if i reli died...plz dun cry friend..........it will make me.......worry.........i jz wan u remember me even a second...i aldi happy enough......cause i reli so scared that ppl who let me alone there........haha.......y write dao dis like before died de surat...hahha........jz kidding la..............

疲累，焦急，担心，心酸，期待，希望，奇迹，等待。

最近真倒霉，很"黑仔"啊，真的真的请求上天保佑一切平平安安，快快乐乐生活这就是我2010的愿望。经过这次发现后，我才发现讨厌一个人真的能够陷害人的，那请问你你有良心吗，不要忘记人在做天在看。。这次我真的死心了，也不在他身上得到什么了，爱他不如爱我家人，没结果的答案等于在原地踏步，迟早有一天我会变成一个木，我想变成小鸟自由勒，在我难熬的日子，叫他出来做下远动，他回我不要到处乱走啦，我要出来只是想解开我的心烦，想想逃避这问题，一切都画上句点了，反而有个还默默的安慰我，支持我，我只是要这样吧了。。。那已不重要了，我现在只要倒霉的事快点结束吧，大家都在担心勒。。天保佑

so scared leh.......

scared scared...now i so worry and scared.......dis happen reli shock dao me ....cant sleep hold nitez.........i reli hope god will make a miracle.......i reli dun wan c become like tat....god.....bless them.........i reli reli hope........tat jz i can do with them le..........plz..plz.............god plz help them............i nid you help................help ...help............

slowly.......

erm...nothing much i wan to say tat.........dis few day........quite ok de day........let me see dao...my my b4 de miracle..........y suddenly....reli surprise la....i like tat....haha.........slowly de...i understand le so many.......try to let go.........

how to describe myself leh......

tired tired tired...so tired leh...........nowsday..i aldi normal la............no much think la...........tired then sleep la...............haha......sumthing have change la..........i dun expert anything la.............nw at skool...ok ar.........haha.........my senior so funny la.........always say me....lc......how i lc wor....dun say hi to him........how i wan say hi wor.........so far leh...ish............open skool until nw.......i meet u so many time liao leh...........y so bad luck.........ahha...........okok........next time find 1 day we hang out asia cafe yum cha la...keke......


lazy la...............lazy la...............think tat dun wan write my feeling at here la..........cant help me oso...........use study n work ...more good leh........no much think...............2day...hehe..........i saw dao............my....nice de memory.............ish jz pass by...but oso happy le..............int bad nt bad.............................study study......work work...........my daily week...............yam gong leh.......

hmmm........

so tired leh...no enough sleep leh...my eye bengkak le....i feel tat.....now feel tat ...reli so fast goanna..to sleep leh........get old liao la....haha......i duno wat i wan le....reli duno...........i ask my friend...how i can find a bf.......sot sot de..say....treat ppl good..suffer urself...y leh...i still dun understand leh.........keke...maybe i stupid........i say to my friend...if i reli say tat......wat will happen..........my friend tell me...gt 2 happen...1 is...reject...1 is...agree...cheh..i oso knw la...but at de end..i choose le...din answer........cause...i dun wan tat "reject" answer.......so sad sad de.......maybe next time friend oso cant be leh..............nt dare nt dare.............jz like tat ba..........haiz.............i duno wat i wan say la......

my heart tired le...........

y i aldi tell myself tat...4get everything la............learn to let go de la.........but y cant do it.......still remember everything de..............ish..........sumtime my brain will suddenly come from me........wei...i dun wan leh.......so hurt hurt........n tiring le............i reli like him meh............i reli duno leh...........i tot tat jz habit have him tim leh..........now y ar...........duno la.......can u gv a cup water of lost memory.......haha................ my mystery gt facebook leh...mystery reli din bluf me leh......i reli duno de.......lucky still gt u to accompany my sadness..........paiseh la...........

haha...

dis sem reli nt bad ar.....friday nt class.....yeah........dis sem i oso same class with him leh.....i like him at class....class will be noisy de.......laugh....blek..............how i wan forget those ppl ar.......i dun wan lo....so tired la....tell me how ..how ..how....

new year........

new year..new life......new hope.......new lover...new target..new wish........new friend.......new image........keke...........but today..new year......i sick le.........haha...maybe yest eat le so many bbq thing ba.......sore throat ,fever,come la.........ish.......keke,....refresh back......2009 i think is de bad more than good thing happen la......dis year...hope my dream come true......if nvr oso ok la.....happy than enough la........actually i reli hope tat everyday receive his message.now think..think.........look like me so fan leh.....dun wan la.........let ppl freedom la.........haha...........k la.....stop here.............lazy continue la.........haha....i think he wont knw i gt bloger de lo.......dare to say tat................all about him.........keke.............