haiz...fan duno what i fan lo...

end of 2011....but i duno what else i can do leh...
suddenly brain empty ah.....so fan ah...
but what i fan leh...i oso duno lo........hehe
that fellow la...make me became like that...suddenly say those thing to me..
shock dao lo......haha....yooo...

achieve....work hard...

long time din update my blog jor...here i coming...hehe
wuwuwu..then end of 31 dec lo....welcome to 2011..
refresh back dis year quite alot bad thing happen on me lo.....
hope coming dis 2011 is a luck year for me.....
i wish 2011 my result will all pass...haha.........
step 2011 i m 21 years old jor..feel so old la....hehe...
i hope dis year got alot of suprise for me...
yest shit i naik thief car....but quite funny..thx.
actually o...i damn wish to tell you that...i din forget you...
my heart still belong you....and dis time...all has been changed..
you side forever nt belong to me...say seriously..i aldready stated
to accept ur got a partner la.....maybe long time jor ba...
so nothings jor....i believe that someone can replace u...but still duno the someone
when arrived..haha..watever la..temporary i need a break...for my heart....
do you believe forever love?reli gt such thing..hehe..i duno ....
now i m think....those night time study....cause now 21 years old jor...cant play la..
must started to think my future...
i wish that...i can have a own cafe....haha..impossible rite....
now of corz impossible la....but i will try to achieve it ...haha....

stop that moment to me...

haha...i m so happy with u..dis time is the most longer hour we having a chat there..haha..thank for ur encouragemnt..

can stop dis moment to me ah.....i not is impossible la...haha...but anyway..i wish we can still like that.....

nervous ----excited...........love..

arghh....next week result come out....died lo......nervous ah.....

what can do...pray hard lo.....hope de lecture pity me....let me pass la..

5 paper i most worry de paper is cost management.....hard dao...

good luck to me ....luck ah luck..........



sorry dad and mum.....now i only realized that....you both so care for me de wor...

hehe...espeecially my dad...sorry leh yest...i tot father din come n fetch me..after my finish de work..

lol..my hp la...suddenly low battery o.....actually early in the morning..i realized that my hp gonna died soon..

i tot..nobody will find me wan la...i think can survive until i m back...lol..stupid hp..

need dad...wait me 1 hour more....get nothing..paiseh leh....muakz.

haha..i m so excited....tomorrow...my leng leng car appear la....

thank dad...finally bought back..welcome 6612...<<

yest my father told me about the car accident in this recently......

walio.....he say dao so scary lo......feel that...drive car got...so scary meh...

he tell me that...i m de new driver...like just get a new licence...all thing need careful..

u know what i m told my father ah....i already left P jor.few month.......haha....

sumore sometime i got drive my bro car leh...so.i think ok than b4 lo...haha....

why all worry my drove skill ah...yuck..

my bro lo....when i m nt at home...he ask my mum..how about my drove car skill...

haha...harlo...1st time get wrong...does not mean...everytime oso wrong de leh...

after all de conclusion....my dad still need practice 1 or 2 month 1st...

i love....

recently i like hear dis song...无眠（苏打绿i）so nice song lo.....so meaningful.....
like what my feeling....haha...i love that.....
yuckkkk...dis holiday reli reli sienz ah....stay at home...ntg to do leh.....
dis dec..i get a big suprise....love it too.......
hope dis coming christmas i m nt alone.......wakakaka...
suddenly refresh back.....last time i want get a car license if because of u....
i told myself ...i want drove to his place and "pok" u...haha...
remember that..that i think when i m form 4...suddenly jalan jalan...meet u...
refresh back...already almost four years ago...so fast....all has been changed lo...
but i still will keep my promise to go ur house "pok" u....haha..duno u still stay there ah..
next...i promise that.if i gt car i will find "i"yum cha.......haha.....phweee......
gv me sometime ya....ahha..i will done all i keep promise.....
now ah....erm...my promise...to "d" ah....got what ah....i think dun have gua..
i just know that...i promise him.i will change myself...haha..try to do--ing.....
let him...regret..kakaka...i can do it also.......sumore..i wont expert that" thing"
wei..seriously lo..reli got use wan wor....thank.......
haha..say all that still early la....wait me get "it" first..........muakzzz...i love dis dec.....

should say what leh?

long time i never been update myself lo....
not because i m so happy or so busy....
just i oso duno....maybe lazy to update my blog here ba...
haha....finally..finish my exam....what i m feel...i m feel not ok
for my dis sem result....especially liew lecture subject..i think i will died dao so cham..
anyway i just think that i should prepare for his subject again....
but seriously hope that relli can pass la....but...
how about myself then,,,
no comment anything....i think ok lo....
nothing else i can say that....
now feel that love dis question is my problem question..
i duno how to gonna answer about those friend..
do u feel that i m always give those stupid answer but seriously..
that is fact oso lo....duno..just can say that by one dislike word..can change our whole thing...
our daily life too...seriously quite power oso ah....sometime refresh back..
those thing,,,my tear appear it suddenly....
last time..seeing him pic...and seeing his pic comment too....
feel that....duno how to describe that feeling...broken gua...
haha..but that d broken lo....advise from my friend...
that is only de friend i have...mean he is my favourite phone chat..
although i not really know him...but quite good...can chat alot...
he told me..although that fact u do wish to accept..but u oso need to accept..
why din early accept and pull down leh...
lol..say it easily lo....but i have been try...
that conclusion...haha..still process....duno..
just feel that each time i find u..i will feel that i m so sorry with his partner...
sorry for that...i should not disturb him anymore....gv me some time..
dun worry too..always is me go and find him..not him find me..so..
it okay i can done that....haha...dis recently im feel that..my phone..really silent d lo...
what had happen ah..ya ..because of u....before that..i blame you.is you suddenly..
wan destroy all the happiness...so i just accept for that..as you like that..
maybe u will more happy..want i dint...i wont let my lover to do he unhappy..
so just accept la....
hhaha.a...holiday coming ..what i should spend dis holiday...
wish to watch movie...find who leh...i got nt idea neh..suan la.....

s la...

lol...is my problem to communicate or.....
i reli reli feel that...i feel that i so hard to communicate with other....
yo...long time i nvr step in here la...few day la...haha...
i agree that..my friend is being less and less ah....
normal la....my friend relationship will nvr last longer...
all like got expire date wan....
i quite those people...chat half way..suddenly disappear...
do u know that ah...i m waiting ur msg with...hopefully ah.

心酸

心痛的感觉原来是这样的。。心累了却是不能不想。。
我控制不了，控制不到那些不好的画面飘浮着。。
我讨厌这样的感觉。。为什么上天总是不公平的对待我。。
我真的受够了。。。原来爱情真的经不起考验的。。。
我讨厌你，我更加讨厌我自己。。。可是那又会怎样。。
我没办法改变事实只好接受这个事实。。。
其实我真的很怕很怕有一天你说的话都是真的，
虽然我不知道那是真的或是假的都好。。现在的自己已把它当真了。。
我不想继续。。我不想在坚持无为的答案。。。
看你们好到那里去。。。哈哈。。算了，已不管我事啦。
只是我真的受不了他的做法。。。
算算。。没有就没有啦。。。哈哈只是时间没到。。我会等我的王子出现。。
快，，对我公平一点可以吗。。。

haiz......hate hate hate

dis time i can accept jor...say seriously...i damn hate people..
ask them question dun even wan respon wan lo...spechless...haiz..
do u know..that feeling.....people waiting and waiting just for de respon..
wait le whole day....1signal oso elek..suan le..
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part 2
i rememeber last time i ask my friend...will u forgive who had hurt u seriously?
my friend say....NO NO NO...why? then she told me that..if he really love u..
he wont hurt u.....so she wont forgive...
and my answer....maybe yes maybe no...depend how he treat me lo....
cause i m scared....that is my answer...
watever it is....that is no important anymore la...
haha..i m waiting for other cake shop to open...
then dis time juz pretend..that all is my false....i let u go la..
actually my heart alot alot thing say with u last time...
why..always is me gonna do that...why nt u..that time...
u say u like me b4...would u work hard before..to let me know that...
no no no.....haiz.,..dun wan say that la ......someone d put a full stop there..

sorry..break promise jor..

sorry to crimson ...i break my promise le...i really really cant..done it
u told me that after 1 week..is okay d....but i really cant la...
he told me that..dis world not just only got him la..ask me to put down...
find another wan..zha dao.. i oso know that la...but i just cant put down now mah.
he told me that..find a new one u will forget old one..is it ah...
then i should try lo...but how i gonna find wor...that is a problem...
then why you dun believe love anymore ah? still wan teach me a lot of thing..
wei..when we wanna meet out o...be my friend..quite long time d leh...
still duno who are u...
you know that..yest..he told me that.he with my friend meet it la...
actually i know la..just duno when there gonna meet...
suan la..not my business oso....yi..dis time...i feel that...i m okay leh..
is it..that is de 1st step ah...haha..good...improvement jor crimson..
ya lor..why u keep told me..dun so easily trust people ah?
i keep dun understand leh..tell me leh wei.....i wan know la...
i m happy that...although i duno you...but...u always be my rubbish bin to throw..
thank you...i like you told me that ....accept d he dun wan you...watever can do...
just accept it lo......dun go be cheap girl like no people wan you like that...
you not no beauty...is ur..timing haven reach yet...if reach..then wanna fan who i gonna choose..
i know that is lie to me wan.....am i not ugly...lol...lie me la..but i like that..i got keep it ..
zha dao...i like that....okok..crimson ..i will try that....leave it myself....
but..dis week my mood...still feel sad leh..just because him dun even wan find me anymore..

where is my shine?

arghhh...i m so hate myself arghhhh..why i m still wishing sometime wont happen de thing.....
as i know that...aldi wont achieve anymore....why still wanna wishing.......
lisun ah lisun..why u so stubon leh...why...
why so unfair to me ah..why everytime oso like that.....
how many i should face this that of problem ah?
i m nt strong leh.....reli reli....
that day i m dream..soemthing reli reli scary...now..still afraid.
ish....i know that will happen..soon..
but hope that nt now leh.....wait me i m recover..then..happen it can or not..
i know wont impossible wan la....before happen it.god ah..can gv me some signal ah..
haha..haha...haha..i really really afraid leh......
next week...i lie to him.i m busy..ya jz 2day oni mah...say like reli so busy.
hmm..i m feel that..a human..reli need a friend...nt friend..i duno what world
is that..black and white.....haha..maybe...last time..i advise someone who reli
feel that dis world reli jz gt black and white wan...now he recover la.
but now turn me to be that world....who wanna take me out.....
gv me some shine there...hehe...
arghh..i reli reli jealous...someone have a dependant ..why me dun have..
is my problem ah....maybe la...
haiz...nvr mind la..wait lo...waiting my someone to bring me shine place...
duno why...i m feel that i quite hate those festival day..
people have enjoy there..why la me..sad la..dun wan say la..
no wan wanna share with me......haiz..suen le.......

thank

thank you big big present...i duno why wan present me that..but thank u la..

still afraid...ing...

haiz yo...lisun lisun.....how i wanna decide?

continue died or.....or try to continue...all gv up 1 part?

say seriously i gt fobia about exam...i scared about coursework mark...

do u know that....today general principle law class, costing class...

i m feel that...i cant concentrate......see de question...i dun even know how to answer it...damn..

after working.....back home i m nt mood going to study anymore.....ish......sleepy problem...

haiz ...haiz...lisun.........for my working now...nt veri happy nt veri sad la...

like that lo..jz nt shuang about de guy......lancy dao.......n also i hate de smoke ...

second smoke more dangerous than 1st smoking leh....

lol....i duno la...see how is going on 1st la...but there although salary is low dao cannt low..

at least weekend no need work....aiyo..i m really duno how to choose about that.......

wait me dis friday eat le bbq only decide la....kakaka.......haiz......

need you now......

start skooll.quite 1 month lo.....refresh that..what i have been done.......

feel like nothing.....haha.....jz know that i still fobia about law..

law law law...i will try to love you...when exam u oso muz love me ah...okok.....

work hard work hard......++++++++++oil oil.......

that stupid work...think dao oso feel pek che ah.....

duno why they wan employ me...actually they can do themself oni la...

was it..de company too much on money already ah....

maybe...lol..my work quite free...almost 1 hour can done all...

average 1 week i jz need work 6 hour in a week...

but salary of course abit la...just work that few hour.....

but seriously ...they take away my noon sleep beauty time jor.....

arghhh...so make me..at nite feel so sleepy.......zzzzzzz....

my mom..nowdays...ask me why so good girl already...

so early sleep..ask me is it...putus cinta...why no online already?

zha dao...just ya lor...so that why i like sleeping now....

yest...sot sot...i hang out with friend..she adivise me..

go out enjoy enjoy la...she dun wan see me at house...

so funny rite...my mom..sumtime she will call me go kap zai...

haha...funny...but my dad....oso ok la...nowsdays..he so good d..

sponsor me hang out with my friend...haha...maybe i too long at house..

ok mah...be good girl..ordinary quite a lot of benefit de wor..

now only realised that...haha..thank you......

haha...i got a lot place...wish to go....but when i gt car......

i wan go...i city...genting...cannaught pasar malam...,i wan go eat....

bbq plaza...so miss the taste...wakaka...i wan go eat...chui chui shui....there a lot..

someone memories..haha....i wan go go go....

lol....singapore promise...wont achieve lo......someone..unpromise d....

k la..understand...never mind la...i go myself.......

maybe i oso cant go...but mom lo..she say..go there for what...

of course gain some knowledge there la..their night life...work life...

all that la...hehe...i jz dun wan be katak tempurung.....

after graduate...oni think that...when i wan start my journey......

if really i will go.....who will gonna cry there..miss me there....

haha..no one....no one......too early to say that la....

say seriously..i go no confident about myself....

but i will try to built it.....!!!!!!!!!!!

afraid....

today 1st day, i m enter de Malaysia law course...i m feel afraid....

that time..suddenly think that feel five up for this course o...drop now next sem oni take...

duno why..maybe got presentation there....fobia arghhh.....and the lecture tot us that..he will

give us 1 challenging..now duno why challenging is it..just...feel...nt that relax lo.......

my english reli worse la....i should do some improvement on that.....dare dare challeging...or

just escape.....hehe...duno o...

today i m go interview too...the work place is next to my college...just need 15 min then

may reach geh...that place duno how to say la...for me quite ok geh...just my friend say..that place

look like so...hehe...yaya just abit keep quiet le....inside nothing at all...just few staff...

look like...bankrup office...haha......duno la..they ask us..gv them answer in this friday...

but the salary quite low leh....that maybe my 1st problem...watever la..this friday i m going interview too..

see there 1st la..then just make a decision......haiz...lisun lisun...

past tense

why should i m feel now...duno leh...reli so ngam la...am us is same world.....

should i believe ah .........

tomorrow is someone birthday...normally dis time i will sent a wish sms to that birthday person....

but now...i think no need me anymore la...someone has replace my place la.......

say really de lo..i din angry you la...just sometime got some problem..plz dun throw the ball to me.....

i really duno how to settle la......last time is someone warning me....hey...our relationship d ended la...

if be friend...i m still welcome you...but other..sorry lo....watever is it...i just wish you at here..happy birthday ya..

haiyo...sorry for hide something to my lover...but i cant tell you now.......

i m scared you think too much on that......i m reli reli so miss you leh......

can you tell where are you now......is it forget me jor.......

wuwuuwuwu.....

sot sot

dis recently me..duno why..something wrong on me.......

normally login in my space or my blogspot......i will have alot of thing

to write ..but now each time i come here....i cant do it.........

few more minutes then sign out back le.......why has happen on me ah......

maybe i dun wish to share my problem here d......stingy about that la...

yeah..holiday end soon...skool open soon.....duno..how i can describe myself...

feel not feeling liao..hehe...........

If you love something let it go,if it comes back to you it's your, If it doesn't ,it never was .

If you love something let it go,if it comes back to you it's your,
If it doesn't ,it never was .

suffered week.....

arghh..result gonna coming out dis week.....i m so afraid.......

english 3....plz gv let me pass ya.......at least dun wan retake la....

was it miracle really will happen........duno.....

hope so la......

奇迹真的会有吗?

有人说过如果相信就会有。。那为什么人死不能复生。。

啊，我在说白痴话。或许有吧，只是我们不当一回事吧了，，

如果我eng3及格就好了，希望好好老师会帮我吧。。

那张纸真让人担心啊。。同样的事情也发生了，上一学期的

超难超不喜欢的科目，即然在最后成绩宣布。。我及格了。。

那时候的明白到，有努力过真的会有所成就的。

真的好希望好希望，奇迹在次的将临。

那爱情呢?是否也一样，未必啊。。

那是缘份吧。。那就要看看月老啦。。

听一个朋友告诉我，命远是可以改变的，她也很努力的改变她命远，

希望她幸福快乐啦。。

其实我也不知道我在说什么哦。。哈哈好乱的心情。。。

停停想着，朋友们都为自己的幸福埋向，而我还在原地踏步，

真没用哦。。如果说不期待那是骗你的啦，谁不喜欢被人疼，有人在你身旁

呵护你啊，可是没有就是没有啊，只好等待咯。。。

guy must know that.......

n fact, many boys do not know, a girl in the red after they have turned their anger continued to weep.

In fact, many boys do not know, the girls never really health of their gas, because she really like him care about him.

In fact, many boys do not know, girls only like boys on her own whining, it will only person she likes playing temper.
You know, if she does not like you, she would not come to care about you care about you, she is afraid of something you wrong
You know, if she does not like you, you do not let her ability to cry, even if she does not get angry more than 2 days!

All this is just because she likes you, and all this because you care about her enough not to understand her ... ...

As a result, you often quarrel, do you think she a bad temper, so, you are always cold, you think she does not like you, she thought she was ... ... So you do not care, you always somehow miss each other, perhaps passing itself a kind of helplessness and sadness with happiness ... ...

Because she likes you, so just get angry at you occasionally, often spoiled for you.

Because she likes you, so will angry with you;

But because like you, she will not go mad for so long

You know, every girl's heart is made crystal, crystal, easily bruised and broke

You know, every girl is undefended, you broke so easily on her heart, and take the time to leave only hurt!

She will be very reserved, she will be very proud, she will be very cold, she always mouth saying "you go," my heart has been told you to stay.

Please put up your ears, please open your heart to hear her call it a true heart, not the duplicity of her mouth!

She will watch you turn around, and then she turned around to follow you; when sideways and off, you can not see her tears, it was torrential tears at the heart ~

If you like her, like him to keep her; If you like her, like him to pamper her; If you like her, would like him to let her ... ...

If you really like her, you go to listen to her inner voice, it is a cry! Please embrace her with open arms!

In the love world, you always hurt each other, as if to prove themselves in this intense love, love to stir!

However, love does not side right or wrong, not to you more than me I am less than your concept.
You love one another need is warmth, happiness, is sweet, be happy, not hurt.

Do not use the silent war, not to each other so that, not to say anything, then do not go on indifferently.

You know, when you leave, your eyes from the fog, her eyes suffused with tears ... ...

The more quiet, the more mass the war, it is cold, but also each other's injuries. No matter how complex the future, those wounds are ever existed, is how do you also erase ... ...

Please give her a hug, hug with you to resolve the corner of her heart's grief and tears

She likes you, she will not refuse to embrace you, she will be afraid of your indifference, turned to the silent quiet.

Remember, people do not love war, because the harm caused by more than you expected.

Remember also, if you like her, nothing that you can not accept, as long as you love her, love her all all.

So all her little temper, bad temper all, all the foul wrong in your eyes are flighty.

Remember also, she likes you, you really need not turn around, her mouth is not talking to her truth.

She just wanted you pet her, hold her like you ... ...

Even if not an apology ... ...

happy = upset

happy + upset..

wow..wow..wow....

today chat with my long time not meet the ye shu...

talk so many rubbish to me...but quite happy la..meaningful..

he say me change alot lo...should happy or sad ya.....

duno la duno la....

my upset thing is today he din find me wor..

haiz haiz..

look like..we been return to stranger time again..

suan le suan le....

seem like that he d gv up on me lo.....

so i cut my hair liao lo.......

all is past.......

hmmm...that all wan i m d delete...paiseh la....let u all worry here...

all been past.....so let the sad thing...forget it k......i m ok right now....

i will appreciate i have been lost......now gv me de 2 chance...

sure i m appreciate it la...hey...dun run away from me...

never mind la..you run la..i go n find other wan...hehe..joking la..

i m quite happy..after that incident was happen.......i m know that...

you still haven forget me ....i m guess here la...maybe is wrong ......

watever it is...that is not important rite..important is..we been close d..

i m feel that la..maybe that is wrong again..wrong wrong.....

paiseh la..my mind now all being wrong wrong wrong...

reli la...yest u tell me that..u report to me....

is it..u feel scared ah....so am that i m send de sweet time dis word

you scared ah...reli just am la..but i m happy n touch that....

thank you....thank you ....thank you........

haiz.today..my exam reli reli shit ah....english composition...bang

i m damn useless ah......i m duno what i m writing....

haiz...that feel....tell me that..something bad sign for me..arghh..

daddy tell me that..if i m reli reli work hard on it.....

should be fine...haven come out de result aldi worry....

lol....he tell me watever it is....just face it.....dun try to escape..

erm..i wont...but i m reli reli work hard..why...

i should enter english classes.....who wan intro to me?

my false

i want be stronger....please get me back to the note.......arghhh.......stop think it la......

please please lisun.....all is end.....plz....dun think so much about that.....

is that de answer is i need....definetly not....but what i can i do.....just blame myself ba....

blame myself so late to recorgnise that..all is gonna change.......

my heart is pain pain....can i cry......when turn midnite...all light turned off......

i cant tahan my feeling aldi......maybe cry is just de way i can more comfortable ba.

boon keat ...plz why u wanna caring me too much.....that feel is when my birthday....

that you more concern my birthday than i m.....that i recorgnise..i tot.....that is a habit.

so i m try that..for few day i dun wan find u get u news.....that time i only recorgnise that

i kena....aldi....everyday think of u....wish to sms u but.....i scared you say me fan..

so i just once a while lo....all blame myself ba..is i left him.....argh....stupid ba lisun....

he wont belong to u anymore....so.....you have independent le.......if i cant early know that..

i reli dun wish to ask u.....but all is too late la.....now all is become like that...just can face it.....

i wont escape la.....will you still find me anymore, sms me? i think wont ba......

too late......

all being too late...........too late..............too late...........

is that a joke....

now i m feel that.....giving someone play around?

i damn hate dis feeling ah..

I Want Nobody,But YOU ! :)

jully lo......all thing is being end here........

my wish was impossible achieve........then nt nid la..

for what..yaya you are right here.....my done is false.....

ya, he will never appreciate what you have did......ya..think so..

so...i dun wan put effort on him liao.........come gv u chance to let me forget.

wei...let it be friend 1st.......sot sot...we alwasys friend what...haha...

so tiring liao.....actually i m nt that..wat wat la.....maybe is his action

let me nt too close with him ba......cause early know that.he heart is nt belong on me.....

so.so so.......let go ba.....2month liao......nothing i wan do la......

god bless me......

ish...i hate english.....why dis sem gt so many eng course...

got english2 n3.....i hate english 3.....de lecture so stingy lo...

haiyo.....better talk in chinese, i more pro leh.......

now waiting miracle belong to me again..pass enough lo.........

my art.....

so free let relax ....sushi.........

this is my art....wakaka....i decide to make to my future boyfriend.....

haha...lucky la him.......i will love him more than i am....stupid la...

would i......this question.hmm....nt comment temporary........

yest...went mid valley.....after finish class.....hardworking rite..

all my group skip tat class but i decide to go alone....quite different de feel...

say seriously i quite hate alone de feeling..but yest..i feeling alone sometime...

also good la....you can do watever you wan...so yest i go myself lo......

ordinary..i wan go n find...ray...seng..n few people duno call wat name jor......

so reached there...i go n find kuen kuen chat awhile lo...she say wan let me see her admire..

so i purposelly find her 1st lo...but she so bad lo.....dun wan to let me know.....

n ask me wait..hmmm...haha...yest..my friend de collegue..so funny la...

but i like to hear...wakaka....he ask me still single ah....of course yes la..then he keep asking

me, how come..other people ugly than me oso gt partner how come, so unbelieve wor..

swt...then i jz keep explain n explain but he still dun wan to believe me..haha.....

this problem need ask yuan lai la..maybe my mr right haven arrived yet.....

so i m waiting his appear.....hmmm..12 something i decide to go home la....

cause cant let my parent know tat i lepak..n bluf them..waiting transport being late jor..

end here.......today is saturday......i hate de day..temporary nt comment.doing assignment..

i m useles...........

i m reli reli reli useless..............................

i hate those not take it seriously de feel.......

if you dun like it....plz let me know.....i dun wan waste both time......

or you just give me some signal......like...see dao me pretend din see me.....

good that is the way...right.......

i dun need ur pity.....i oso not wish to get.....

lolz.....as de baka tell me......love is does not need think so much...

if think so much that is not a love....is a force people to want it...haha duno how to describe..

yeah..i aldi think le...next week i will go interview.....wish me good luck ah........

haha....at least sat i m know what should i do.....wah that is a big office..wish them employ me

wakakka.........

yoyoyo..

why why why........
how how how........
when when when....
i hate sat n sun..........
long time din go n eat kim gary la....sorry for unpromise.....lazy mah...
next week k....i will go.......wait me ya.......

why nowaday i feel that....i became a good girl le........

long time din hang out with friend le.....after dis sem start....

if got also...gt thing need to do mah....

i feel that...got work and not work de different......

still remember last time even is part time......i feel that i m enjoyable.....

work like not work...haha...so good that feel........always..waiting break..waiting time

to run....haha..n always figh those timetable.....haha....complain n complain....

always hang out at work time......go see zai.....haha.....

so miss miss miss that time......refresh back i m quite long time din go mv lo......

i think got 2 - 3 month ba.......wasai.....how can i so long been there........

nowsaday reli cham....weekday...early 5am wake up..630 need go out le...8am class....

i hate dis sem timetable...everyday need early wake up........

at skool....me oso..waiting time to start...break...end of today class..then back...

very very packed ah.......make me myself quite blur blur something.......

when i have a car....i need replace all i have never done de thing......

my phone ring not much oso.......why ah...my best buddy where are you...since you go

johor....u have been few contact me le...i wish u but i always forget to ask u.....

next time...how come ur msg less n less aldi ah..never mind ba......

dun be habit.....it will make u habit to waiting.............

so boring leh......so alone......is de time i wish to have a partner for me

is it good.....at least boring he can accompany u....happy n sad u oso can share...

okok....i will catch it up.....haha......so fan wan la...dis thing..

haiz haiz haiz..........haiz haiz haiz...........

~~~~~~~~~~~i hate saturday and sunday~~~~~~~~~~

updated updated........

so tired..dis two day keep going time square n sg wang...... lolz....haha...bought le so many thing....

but money gonna use so many too......poh chan la......wakaka.....

today my old friend asking me a question.....gt bf right now?

of course my answer is.....no no.......where will be la....nt ppl wan mah......

n i say that....i m been single....for 19 years n..duno how many month aldi..

so touch that..my friend say wan intro some guy to me....plz la...i dun wan ....

i more like natural to going on ba......scared scared leh........dun wan talk about those nt conclusion thing la

let talk about my problem......think quite few time......do i reli like dis course i m studying right now ah?

duno...quite confuse......or maybe yes or not.......but i knw that that is not my 1st choose....

haiz......duno la......sometimes.....i oso duno why so work hard for what.........feel that my life so sienz la..

haiz yo......who wanna be my psychology ...i need some chat........

sometimes

Sometimes, you miss a person, but you will never call him
As to call him, the cold word was coming out "Hello
Will let you duno what to say, it will let you hang the phone is more disspointed
Or not to call better,jz send a message ba.
and fear that he do not reply ur msg
Otherwise ~ Even back also to make people feel bad for a short "oh"

Because she is very miss you, but dun dare to say.
But once call, it will regret the action just because your a "not empty", makes her seem even more depressed.
Although she understand that you really busy. Thus, after'll show you, let her think twice before.

= = =

crazy soon.....i feel myself sot sot aldi......why my mind all of him ah........

think of his say de thing........always at my mind......fly here n there......died la........

my virus reli serious jor.........doctor i wan operation..........as fast as possible........

or gv me a cup wo wang qing shui..........forget everything........haha........

actually.....friend.....reli cant be forever de friend......nw quite agree geh.....girl n guy....

between nt ji mui at all....because both of them oso gt heart de mah..so..falling in luv..reli nt

a impossible......watever it is......dare to face is important........haha...fen fen..u are right......

i will nvr nvr easy to gv up.........maybe finally is nt i wan de conclusion......but at least i try a

veri best..........haha......

last 3 day.......

haiz yo.......after few week holiday....i feel myself became lazy le.......yest...seeing my timetable came out......waisai......feel so dissapointed leh....n feel that nt more confident to study neh......

dis holiday veri veri veri veri.......sienz ah......haiz.......all those time oso spend at house.........sienz ah......i gt so long time din sing k...watch movie.........shopping......liao.......after din work job...here

save there save.......my life is worst............

lalaala.........1 year lo......did something change?ya maybe maybe........but actually change is good or nt.............leh...........duno leh............haha........

me ah..dis recently still ok la........ntg much special oso.........haha........i sure 1 day i will make u accept me......copy from sumwhere........wakaka..............

kajang...my hometown leh......

fun fun....after going ur college......now i oni know that......skool de feel leh....how come....my there

nt such thing de......jealous leh......new era nt bad ah......gt many many event......how come my skool

de event jz at nitez going on......ish.......haha so tired leh......whole day trip to kajang.......haha...i oso

shock dao..how come i can 1 ppl take de train go n back......wakaka........maybe that is my hometown

gua......haha......fen fen..nt nid say that thing liao..i knw what u wanna say........i reli gt nt 将伟大

啦。i jz wan...owe some 1 so many la....wakaka...that all........on de way going back....waka,.rain

heavy leh......i jz run run to think nid go home oni leh....i 4 get i gt bring umbrella ..........haha..

although is tired..but quite meaningful geh..........so happy.wakaka......i love u u u

uuuuuuuuuuuuuu..........kajang la..........haha

happy bithday to me..............

thx friend.....all ur wishes..........early morning,mummy cook le.........zhang shou mee to our family

for our breakfast today..wakaka.........nt bad oso.........quite delicious..........xd........today plan like

usual....at nitez jz having dinner with friend..........nt much special..i guess..2day vip din come....

ish....early message me......wont come ...haiz...........nvr mind is okay.....keep going oni la..........

last year...gt some1 bring me next round.....i so miss u leh,my friend......would you come today?i

din not

ba..quite far from ur house......sumore u oso forget my birthday....lalala.suan le....dun dream dun

dream.........xd.........past de dun go...new de wont come..........haha........

next......i dun know should present u wat leh......think b4 geh..but all nt suit u leh.......haha.....

let me think think ya.......headache.......haha........watever is it la......hope tonite.........happy ending

lo..........

result result...out le.......

abit dissapointed lo...not that result i wan de...ok oso la...nt nid retake......save le money........amazing....i thought.....IT that subject will fail de.....aldi gt prepare de la....n + de lecture kiamsiap dao....so nt hope de la..jz face it lo.......wah......yest go on9..see my result.......quite
suprise n dissa.....haha....duno should happy or sad la........watever la.....

my day coming la.......nt special nt surprise oso........wuwuwu.......duno he will come or nt leh..or keep gv me excuse leh.....haha......1st time meet wahaha.....but...percentage will be low ba......
2morow how was going on leh........duno ........better dun wan know...........jz keep my eye....haha

suddenly........

just now lie down own my bed........n use my nice mp5 hear song......suddenly my tear come out..

i oso duno why...maybe feel gua.....xd.....i nt happy ah........sad sad.......feel so tired.............argh....

~~~~

today reli feel expert n dissapointed de...but jz now....quite surprise n shock..thx ya...dxxxx.....haha......1st time see people use 1 hand to eat

chicken......haha.........waste tim....din capture.....haha......feel paiseh leh......purposely come to my house.......hope u done ur work perfectly

k........jz now din dare to say u tim.........i wan join ur birthday celebration.......can ah..suan la....oso dun wan la.....

= ====

sienz la sienz la......now finding a way la.....think to exersive de UBS software.....but i cant find out de cd..........duno where to put jor.......

dont know better than to know......duno u still can bluf urse;f......no nid fact those dun wan settle de problem.......haha.....know aldi.....

u duno what can do.........aiyo....reli fan died la....yest getting some new......nt so happy......i dun like......de way celebrate....stay at house

ba.....nt nice....my xxxxxx 4get liao lo......still wan advise me......next time yum cha ah....still wan that day........haiz...suan le.....i

think wont happen oso ba......haha......stop advise me le.......it will be better to me.....

purpose?

working oso need purpose de meh, not just salary?i quite confuse dis type of question le

i just know....i need it is part time oni...nt full time leh.....u think i din think b4 ah...who wan employ

accounting jz for part time ah....and jz can work...on sat n sun.......so...if reli wan work...that job..

i just can think..i oso know that...accounting dis job must keep experience...but how....as me like

that.....ya tat oni way...work for my bro...part time calculate acc...since i jan waiting until now......

still dun hv any respon....i still wan wait meh....if skin care..i think nt that difficult to find a job.....

but nw nt leh.....argh......childish....i agree i m ......but nt that okay.....duno why....after telling me

that....i feel..that......i cant be match with him......like him....so wonderful type de.....i reli cant leh

..........cant dare liao but i will make him change his mind...............i cant change to became

prefectly...my is my.......sori.......if cant accept.....my attitude plz...get lost.........watever that is

lucky to knw him......ya ..i like guy more clever than me........gambahted.........

sem break~

1. finish my exam la...
2. now worry result la...
3. now feel wan find a job to work la...
4. but my family.......nt allow...........
5. should i work with my bro..........
6. so confuse it leh...............
7. fan fan fan fan fan fan..........
8. haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz........
9. my lifestle.....
10. boring boring boring boring........
11. dis holiday how to spend it leh.......
12. yest my mind gt alot of thing need to do de ar...
13. how come......now refresh back..jz can haiz ah....
14. ya........feel wan have a nice holiday..........
15. before having exam......my mom.......
16. ask me accom her balik kampung........
17. should i..use that place for mine dis sem holiday
18. i din not gua.....so boring leh..there...nt my own place
19. go where oso cannot ah.........
20. i wan go sumwhere........when wan take action leh.....
21. before my day........or after myday leh...........
22. dis year my day......i think oso..lonely de lo.....
23. erm..refresh last year..keke........yaya..that great..
24. dis year~lala........nt comment........
25. yam gong la.......1 wish oso haven achieve yet......
26. muz work hard~
27. how how how.........how how........
28. imposible .....imposible........imposible............
29. dun expert too much.......dissapointed more high.....
30. dis recently i feel so good liao leh.........
31. din go n disturb other le.........feel...sot sot.uncomfortable
32. not i la of course......usual gv me bully de.....
33. oso feel that i sot sot..feel nt like me...did you feel that.
34. but nw..din find u all..reli feel nt normal...
35. always....taip le...so many in text message....
36. think le think le..........suan le....dun wan la...
37. all delete le......
38. i dun wan become habit to find ur all...........
39. u knw ah that is dangerous leh..............my friend
40. even my admire i oso din find le..same like u all....
41. so is fair de.......haha.......u knw that?
42. i dun wan feel that oni i care...at de end...
43. that de problem come out..........
44. thx de incident...make me grow up le...
45. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
46. haha.....why dis recently din see that my skul..fate ah
47. u graduate liao ah.....gt so fast meh......
48. keke......nw din meet u at skull liao de.....
49. got la...but few leh.....haha....library........
50. emem......nw meet dao lc ..guy more leh....
51. wah...that day see him serious de look.....ok mah
52. not that lc la....jz pose oni la........xd........
53. watever la.......

argh........

izzit me....reli do wrong aldi...miss undertaking u......hmm....waste my alot of tear.....but after

crying be better.....more comfortable......but i cant forget scold that word to me....that word aldi

stay in my heart le....u died le..xd....still friend.......k.......but i wont find u anymore.........always

waste my money.........bla.....make me.....angry oni..........

= = =

ordinary.......is me do too much le.........overhead le.......

ordinary.......betray is like that feeling........

ordinary........all jz a dream...........

ordinary..........all i did de is wrong de........

ordinary..........all is de end le........

i dun wan continue like that la.......feel veri tired le........i cant find...that shadow aldi.........

that aldi lost it le......u knw that.......everytime i try to msg u or find u..........that time make me

feel suffer de......so....better than din try to find u.......i dun wan find u anymore la.......

hate IT dis subject...n bla bla...

.finally gone la...dis paper....make feel so worry de 1 paper.......n still 2 gt paper wan

going.....huhu...1 first....duno why wor...always stomach when i need on de way going for..

test....so bad la..always early 15 minutes my stomach pain will come back de la..sot sot....haha...

i reach back tell my mom n blame my mom u food was dirty......my mom..telling me nt food

problem is my problem.....she say me tension.....exam penyakit....lala..zha dao....maybe ba...today

paper....ok ba......reli scared dao...my brain is empty de leh.......but after that ok la......nt hope that

get A la..jz hope pass enough la....sir sir....dun so kiamsiap la....xd....

weiyo.....dis wan big news leh.....stay new my house de...1 mei mei....jz around 15 or 16 oni leh.

pregnant lo.....so fast.......reli cant believe that......if nt see from my eye..i oso cant believe that

leh...dis thing make my mom..scold n annouce that...bla bla.....dont do that plz la..that la......erm.

yaya..aloha aloha.......after that..feel myself....big lo......have wing to fly la.......haha....

wish......

cut hair lo....i putus cinta le.....haha.....my friend decribe me geh...yaya....nt body wan me le.....

so lonely la.....my wish gonna go for rubbish le.....no use geh....may wish......here announce......

nt achieve la......W.......


dis world reli quite small de wor.......last year dis time.......i wasnt knw him......n jz looking a

shadow....but nw....we knw each other la...we exchange num la.......feel all is joke rite....ya i guess

god reli like to playing people........guy reli like to say tat kind of word......purposelly go n make

line.....say wan chat with me......say dao so nice.....let me wait n see.........

duno....

sot sot de few day....at nite cant sleep leh......gt someone....keep ask me accom chat.....aiyo.....

damn tired leh...still wan chat until late nite...........still wan 016.......alamak......tonite i better put

silent......yest i tell le.....a big new to my friend....let him scared...haha......see still dare chat to me

or nt la.........i think help me a lot lo..........let see 2day nite.....haha

yeah~~~

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uncomfortable.........

yest......gt gv me ask me phone num......de guy is de guy de friend....we see it b4....died la..after gv him......feel so regret la.......haiz....duno what will happen later de la.....izzit ok him......maybe gua look his face quite ok de ah.......oso nt so friend with de guy.......alamak nw scared le.......lalaala.......

my fate......

u believe fate dis thing.........i believe leh.......ordinary....0109.....is nt mine de.......nw i oni knw that.......too late le.........why i always keep finding dis 0109 ah.........ordinary de...i gv ppl bluf le.........cheh.......told he so geng.........actually is damn la...........i dun believe on u la..............make me...feel uncomfortable for dis 2 year.......elek....feel wan beat people leh...........my fate......how is going on ah....haiz..........i knw my fate dis recently..was bad...

dun say me i m unormal.....

haizyo...i gt nothing la.......y gt so many ppl say i unormal.........i jz concentra study oni mah..n think think what de paper i gt wrongly oni la.......yo......like that oso cannot ah.......aiyo..make me so fish leh.......all classmate look at me......ya la...i reli gt problem la....jz stress oni la.........nothing much.....after finish class..my friend all ask me....."u gt problem" ah.....tat lecture false la..haiz yo...hw i wan answer u all........jz keep quiet sit at there pay attention oso gt wrong meh...... maybe 2day abit sot sot oni la...dun worry......hmm......yest..paiseh...make u admire keep looking us.....look me feel paiseh la...j...ur admire..reli look yang guang ah.........

sot sot.....Jxxxxxx

stop calling plz........i duno who is that actually but i think is you ba........sot sot.......why u so like.....sat noon calling n sunday nite ah calling but dun wan say anything.........argh.....crazy....about that incident happen.....i received so many..pelik pelik call leh.....duno i dream think 2 much or wat la.........sot sot....sorry ah......yest i press quite long hour leh....make u so many waste credit...but dun wan...say anything.......1 month liao leh......still haven forget meh.......izzit me so inncocent ba.......nt u leh..i oso okay la....if is u....try to forget me ba......now i din pretend u as my friend liao leh..........haha..i scared ur admire scold me again leh......i wont use 016 la........c how u can get my num...........let end ba.....Jxxxxx....pretend we duno knw b4 la......lalala~

why me..aiyo.......

so hated de lo.......y me again......when can stop suffer me.........aldi enough la...i cant pretend duno n just keep smilling......tell me what should i do.......why wan treat me like that,god also dun wan belong me........haiz...........

迷迷胡胡

不要让爱成为一种伤害，
如果你不爱一个人，请放手，
好让别人有机会爱她。
如果你爱得人放弃了你，
请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人，
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。
有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，
爱一个人 不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人 就一定要好好的去爱她。
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了，
女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了。
如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言，
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默，
如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开。
如果分离是苦，你要向谁似诉
好多事情都是后来才看清楚，
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，
然而我已经找不到来时的路。
有一种爱，明明是深爱，却说不出来，
有一种爱，明明想放弃，却无法放弃，
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躲不开，
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
决定放弃你的那一刻我哭了，
我的眼泪证明了我是真的爱你，
什么是勇气?是哭着要你爱我，
还是哭着让你离开。
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，
女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的似慕，
为什么我们总是不懂得的珍惜前人?

tired tired.......

so tired leh.....tired my mind ......tired everything la......final exam soon la.......scared scared leh.....nw less on9 la......study n study........haha........maybe crazy 1day........his birthday gone le......so waste din go.....aiyo.....stupid lecture gv wat test la.......make me cant join.......nvr mind next time ba.........i gv him a special secret leh........duno is true or nt lo....like that oso touch......bluf me lo.......haha...nvr mind nt important la...........haiz.....yo........y dis recently all people buzy ah......buzy wat ah actually.......i buzy exam.......then they leh...........haha........duno.......suan suan la.....buzy buzy ba........i can understand that........blek....so tired ah .........

i duno wat is going on

haiz......few day din come here drop my mood la........so fan la dis recently.......feel like dun wan boader anything leh......all thing like tired leh.why......my lazy problem come liao.......stick at my mind..my body...is that a good thing........haha.....duno la...........sumtime i feel i m so useless leh........do wat oso cant settle.......tell me wat can i do..............work hard at de end gt nothing.....haiz.........
dis few day.....i skip stick at de game...haha.........dun wan thing so much mah.........i jz dun wan online at msn........cause i feel that......i dun like feel u giving me by nw.......argh.......so regret about that........maybe dis call the most familiar stranger.......haha........i cant remember that.........my mind still keep telling me.......i duno wat way can we be more closer lo.........when i come close.i feel like u wan run away.........izzit that my feeling telling me that is true.......keke..maybe rite.........if u wan run far far away,plz dun see back......i dun wan force u.........haiz..dis few day make me recorgnize that.....ish.......reli dun hope so much.......each time when my phone ring....oso dissapointed at de end........haha.......nt u.........haiz suan le ba........dissapointed at de end..............huhu...................reli de.if u wan run......plz dun look at back jz look forward nt nid think me la..........

now oni knw i always live in lie.........

so stupid ba...how come i now oni knw that..argh..sincere to treat ppl....can become like that....so dissapointed n hurt.......haiz........i duno how to continue la....duno how to explain my mood nw.....

i gt nothing to say la.......

i aldi duno how to stop it la.........so fan la..............

i scared him la.....

haha..sorry...iziit me .u din dare to online............paiseh la.........is me make u like that........so sorry leh.....ok la...i dun wan knw de answer la.......haha........scared to knw that........cause.........i duno how to say that...........i wan find u but i scared...duno y......suan la..........i dun wan face that

i hate u....

y wan mucker me...did i do something bad on you....so angry argh........i cant forgive you....sorry.....not friend anymore.....we know long time ..that is de finally wat u did 4 me........sad nt that u mucker me........is sad about our friend relationship.........suan le ba.........i will pretend we duno each other.........maybe is good ba...i reli duno wat purposelly do that...maybe...u din like it me ur friend,nvr mind u can get it away...far far away on my sight.....tat i will knw that.....angry argh argh..................

tat correct...

wah...formelly he so humor de wor..y now oni knw ya...hehe...he ask me wat can happy....i tell him happy dis word in my mind was nt arround de......cause dis happy aldi lost way 1 year le....tat i remember last year i think happy than dis year de ba........all ppl around me aldi missing le...thing aldi change le......maybe....i feel that i dun hv a longer friend de...nt so many jz few.....
maybe tat is my fate ba...the oni constant is...c....aldi wan 1 year le.....we still keep contact..share happiness or even sad.......haha..nt fair la...always is me gt problem...nt u......i dun believe u dun hv unhappy de thing lo.......thank u,tat sad time is u advice me..n gv me a support.......maybe that is i dun even knw u ba.......haha...mv gv us to knw each other de.....but i duno who are u leh....u knw my thing........reli unfair leh.....watever la...tat nt important le......important is happy time.......keke..........

scared le......

Is it true I feel very at Impractical leh.....maybe few day we return originally..

sorry that..i so scared so i choose that way to run away.....

warm..

thank you for keep me as a important.....let me so warm...say reli de la....y suddenly change alot ah...cant biasa leh...u tell me that is i change u de......let me think tell u ba......de answer is nt.........i din change u at all....i din so many power to ask u to change,hey..enough le..........dun wan treat me eat le......i cant acceptable myself leh....although i din work anymore,nt so many i have la.......but i still gt........hehe.........haha.....so dun like that i will scared to meet u de leh........nw i reli hope all will be fine..........n have a thousand salary as a part time job................god bless....hehe..........

down down down

hot hot......dulan leh.......my mood so down down leh.......how can i cold down.......stupid de fellow ask me drink herbal tea...zha dao.....reli different channel de..........ish.........haiz..........gt ppl understand my feeling or nt........reli so difficult to find meh............yo..........haha.....i like him..he duno like me or nt...haha...special song.........no matter what it is...........i dun wan le.......i will delete his name in my memory.......ahha........but a new wan..........haha...........wah.........infront door.......lift........so nice leh he smile..........haha........i wan go n knw him.............hehe..............b4 de aldi nt much improvement then jz continue like that......i aldi say la..but he still duno knw...nxr mind ba..........nt any regretful le........

feel wanna cry..........

tell me y..tell me y...........dis year cny i din go anywhere la...i think la.........cause last month aldi back hometown la..........n dis time my family still haven decide wanna go where....but i think no going anywhere la...sienz leh....dis Cny..who wana hang out with me..........ahha..lelong here.........after CNY....all be going to change le.......scared scared leh..........to plan a new environment.........knw notice that..........no far i think.........but maybe...ma fan at transport oni la...died la like dis wake early go take transport go skool..............daddy.........i nid a car.............i think ok to drive..........haha...last week...i can drive to mv leh............no nid worry.jz nid more practise........haha..........if i reli stay there shuang la...sadly is he cant drive tim....then i drive to meet him lo..............quite nice de........thank u...for accompany me when i sad...always me joke to me.......hehe..............i wanna fly..........plz take me......

sienz leh.............

haiz........de problem still haven end.....will be fine.........left 1 more week le.......cny arrived......i dun feel that cny was coming around lo..........maybe dis recently many thing happen on me ba.....haha....cny......i din ready yet leh.....shoe,clothes n many many de.......oso haven buy leh.....nt mood leh.........here buzy there buzy make me crazy la.............cny coming..valentine oso coming.....gt wat special leh......i din no special dis time........last year celebrate with?? nw nomore le ba........all gonna to change la......

how much i still can Pluggin

i reli duno tat........reli feel wan collapse la.........who can help me that....u or she....is them.....u knw ar...wat i feeling nw......mid nitez sleep i will so scary that someone at my downstair fight...some voice that duno from which person......whenever i back from work..i so scared oni mine walk that road.......scared sumthing was happen in my own.....duno when.......maybe is dis sentosa case happen........i will think that each moment or even a second.....nw ropped,kill case many dao........i dun wan think like that oso cant.......if i reli died...plz dun cry friend..........it will make me.......worry.........i jz wan u remember me even a second...i aldi happy enough......cause i reli so scared that ppl who let me alone there........haha.......y write dao dis like before died de surat...hahha........jz kidding la..............

疲累，焦急，担心，心酸，期待，希望，奇迹，等待。

最近真倒霉，很"黑仔"啊，真的真的请求上天保佑一切平平安安，快快乐乐生活这就是我2010的愿望。经过这次发现后，我才发现讨厌一个人真的能够陷害人的，那请问你你有良心吗，不要忘记人在做天在看。。这次我真的死心了，也不在他身上得到什么了，爱他不如爱我家人，没结果的答案等于在原地踏步，迟早有一天我会变成一个木，我想变成小鸟自由勒，在我难熬的日子，叫他出来做下远动，他回我不要到处乱走啦，我要出来只是想解开我的心烦，想想逃避这问题，一切都画上句点了，反而有个还默默的安慰我，支持我，我只是要这样吧了。。。那已不重要了，我现在只要倒霉的事快点结束吧，大家都在担心勒。。天保佑

so scared leh.......

scared scared...now i so worry and scared.......dis happen reli shock dao me ....cant sleep hold nitez.........i reli hope god will make a miracle.......i reli dun wan c become like tat....god.....bless them.........i reli reli hope........tat jz i can do with them le..........plz..plz.............god plz help them............i nid you help................help ...help............

slowly.......

erm...nothing much i wan to say tat.........dis few day........quite ok de day........let me see dao...my my b4 de miracle..........y suddenly....reli surprise la....i like tat....haha.........slowly de...i understand le so many.......try to let go.........